I haven't written about most of the group rituals I've participated in lately - it was a requirement for the Dedicant's Path, but since I've finished that bit up it's fallen to the wayside. I feel like I should, though. I know before I started being a social Pagan I googled the groups in my area; and there was not a lot of information out there. For most, there just a listing on Witchvox and, if I was lucky, a public ritual schedule. Just in case anyone is googling Prairie Shadow Protogrove (or Prairie Shadow Grove!), hopefully I'll have summaries of recent rituals that will give you an idea of what to expect.
As an ADF Grove, we perform rituals near each of the High Days (more commonly known as the Wheel of the Year). Since we are a pan-Indo-European group though, these rituals aren't always what you'd expect. This February, we celebrated a Roman rite called Februalia - a festival of purification. It was written by our resident expert on all things Roman and Greek, Senior Druid Amber Doty. We celebrated Februus, the patron of the festival, as our deity of occasion; and invited Janus and Hestia as well. The purification portion of the ritual particularly spoke to me - I had a frightening encounter earlier that week, and being able to wash that feeling away was absolutely a blessing. All in all, it was a fantastic ritual, and I couldn't be more appreciative of what Amber has done in building this grove!
Showing posts with label Prairie Shadow Protogrove. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Prairie Shadow Protogrove. Show all posts
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Monday, September 22, 2014
Pagan Pride Day and an ADF Equinox Ritual
Pagan Pride Day Altar |
Our closing ritual was an ADF one, led by Prairie Shadow Protogrove, honoring the spirits of the harvest as the beings of occasion. I wrote this one awhile ago, actually sitting at the park location for some of my writing. I think it's one of the best rituals I've ever written, actually; and it's one of the most participated in rituals we've ever held. Everyone came up and gave praise offerings, all in a line - it was almost like watching communion at a church, except this was people who were giving to the gods. While reading the welcoming phrases, I felt I was truly connecting with the spirits of that lovely place; a place I'd spent a few years living near, spirits I had grown up loving and honoring. When I called to the spirits of the shoreline to aid in the opening of the Gates, I remembered being a little girl exploring the icy edges of that lake, falling through a weak spot and ending up soaked up to my knees. When I called to the spirits of the treeline, I remembered climbing high up in the branches of the pines, hands sticky with sap, waving in the wind. These spirits were my friends from long ago. It was incredibly powerful.
I've always had a close connection with the natural world, ever since my Grandmother took me out walking and talking to trees as a little girl. I know I've written about it here before. I heard someone say at Midnight Flame, an ADF festival I attended recently, that in ADF there are many people who feel drawn largely towards one of the specific Kindred, and I think that I am one of those people. I honor the Gods, I love my Ancestors, and make regular sacrifices to both - but there is something so immediate, so material about the oak in my backyard when compared to those beings. I can touch it, feel it, understand what it wants. The squirrels that run through my yard and feast on acorns chat with me, look at me, engage with me - just as I engage with them. I have always loved them, because they have always been there. The land wights are not an abstract concept that I learned about later in my life, but a presence that I grew up with, that I ran to for refuge when people felt too difficult. This is not to say that those who are deity- or ancestor-centered are wrong for connecting more with those Kindred - it's just a difference that helps make up the diverse tapestry of ADF.
Monday, September 15, 2014
My Oath Rite
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Nerthus by ErebusOdora |
I stand here tonight
that I may make an oath before the Kindred, my friends, and my
Goddess. This oath is the result of more than two years of study and
dedicated practice in the tradition of Ár nDraíocht Féin, and the
culmination of more than ten years following a Goddess of the dark,
still earth.
Today I Oath to my
Ancestors, to my lineage that stretches back to the once dark and
wild forests, my Disir who guide me wisely, to my great-grandparents
and my Grandpa Lee. Ancestors, accept
this offering, and hear my oath.
Today I Oath to the
Landvaettir, to the house spirit who dwells in my home, the tree
spirits around us, the spirit of the wide prairie and the brown river
Goddess that spreads across it. Landvaettir, accept
this offering, and hear my oath.
Today I Oath to my
Gods, to Nerthus my patron, the dark Goddess of the fertile earth and
the wild places, to Her children Freya and Frey the divine twins, to
Thor who brings the rain. Gods, accept
this offering, and hear my oath.
I swear to seek the
knowledge of the past, and bring what I find of value in my
Ancestor's practice into this time.
I swear to cherish
the Earth and the spirits of the earth, and do what I can to reduce
and heal the damage caused by my people.
I swear to honor the
Gods and Goddesses, to maintain the relationship of hospitality
between us, and to continue in my commitment to the service of
Nerthus.
These things I swear
before the burning Fire that sends up sparks to the sky, the dark
Well that flows in the deeps, the sacred Tree that bridges the
worlds. These things I swear before my Ancestors, the landvaettir
and wights, and my Deities. These things I swear before all those
gathered here, on these beads that have long taken my prayers for the
Kindred. As I swear, so be it!
Friday, September 12, 2014
Inspiration from the Midnight Flame
Mead Hall of the Grove of the Midnight Sun - just amazing, right? |
I don't know if it's because the rituals were all fairly familiar and geared towards my personal spirituality, or because I recognized and knew people from ADF's facebook page and email lists, or because our Protogrove ended up bringing four people along (though I imagine it's the absolutely sweet and welcoming demeanor of the hosts, Flip and Deb Rutledge), but I had an incredible time. Meeting people who's input I had only seen online was amazing, and seeing a large group of people do ADF ritual was so inspiring.
And that's the biggest thing I brought home from this festival. The Midnight Flame that burned throughout the night lit a fire in my heart, and the wonderful people have filled me with ideas. On the way home, I waxed poetic about the beautiful stoles of Three Cranes Grove, the amazing way that chants transported us to a sacred place in ritual, the value of a longer and more focused processional.. I could go on even now. Our Protogrove is still very new compared to many of the groups we met up in Michigan, but that doesn't mean we can't borrow some ideas and traditions to improve the ritual that we do. And the more we improve, the better and more cohesive our rituals feel - the easier each person there will be able to connect to the Kindred; and that is our ultimate goal. Pagan Pride Day is coming up this weekend, and I've used the idea of humming tones as a building of a group mind, just as I saw it done last weekend. Here's hoping we're half as successful!
Monday, August 11, 2014
A Return and Update, Scheduling Announcements, and a Moonlit Walk
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Quick announcement before I carry on with updates about my rather mundane life: Pagan Pride Day Omaha is being held on September 20th of this year at Zorinsky Lake, and Prairie Shadow Protogrove ADF is holding the main ritual as our official Equinox rite. We're having lots of vendors, lots of workshops, and a bunch of informational tables; so if you're at all interested in the Omaha/Lincoln Pagan scene, please come down and meet some of these awesome people - non-Pagans are totally welcome as well!
Okay, back to the updates. Since I last wrote, a lot of different things have happened in my life that have evolved my spiritual practice and changed what exactly I'm doing. First, I've been slowly feeling a call from a subset of the Germanic deities I honor to do a very specific and special work for Them, that will require much of my time and focus. I've spent a lot of my time without internet working on this goal - carefully reading, researching and making footnotes in the books I already owned; along with a slow and steady building of relationships with the spirits and deities whose assistance and goodwill I will need. This focus has left little time for other spiritual pursuits, however, and it seems to have been the mutual conclusion of I and the Gaelic deities I have honored to move apart from one another for now. This has been difficult for me - Brigid and Manannán have long been very present in my life, and having to move on and build relationships with others has been a sorrowful time.
The other event that has thrown my usual life out of whack was the death of my Grandfather. He passed away on Father's Day, the night before I was coming to see him for the first time in awhile. He was an amazing man, and he was ready and accepting of his own death - but I was not ready for him to go. I'm still carrying around a lot of guilt and grief over his passing, and am trying to channel that energy into writing a sort of guide/ritual for the welcoming of a new Ancestor in an ADF context. It has been difficult, but I'm hopeful that now I have access to the greater online ADF community, I can get some input and possible examples from others who've faced the same situation.
Last night, as I walked home from an extremely enjoyable full moon ritual put on by the Order of the Red Grail - including some amazing Lughnasadh games - I had the wonderful experience of walking home under a bright silvery full moon in a sky full of lightning and rushing clouds. As I reached the final stretch of my walk, a park in my neighborhood with no electric lights and long stretches of open grassland, I was amazed by just how bright the moon really is! A vague silver, shifting light, it is nonetheless strong enough to create dark shadows where the occasional tree stands next to the path. Though I adore summer, you will often hear me say that the winter sky is best for viewing stars: I always feel that the cold air sharpens them somehow, making their sparkles that much brighter. But I have never seen a moon as bright as the one that led my way home last night.
Monday, June 30, 2014
High Holy Day Essay: Summer Solstice
For Midsummer, I
wrote a ritual for Prairie Shadow Protogrove in a Germanic hearth
culture to mirror the honoring of Sunna that we had done at Yule.
Once again, Nerthus was our Earth Mother and Heimdall our Gatekeeper,
and we invited the Kindred through the Gates of the Fire, Well, and
Tree. A friend who's been attending our rituals brought home-made
mead which we used for the Waters of Life, and we offered
bright-orange tiger lilies from my garden to Sunna. The Kindred
accepted our sacrifices, and sent us blessings of growth and physical
well-being as determined through tarot card divination.
Midsummer is
always one of my favorite Pagan holidays, because I love the summer
and the sun and Her light and warmth. Being able to do a ritual with
a good number of Pagans whom by then I mostly knew well was
absolutely wonderful; being less nervous performing ritual, I was
able to get into it and feel the presence of each of the Kindred as
we welcomed Them. I felt Sunna's pleasure at the fiery color of the
lillies, and was so blessed by Her light (and also thankful for the
shade of our Tree)!
Monday, March 31, 2014
High Holy Day Essay: Spring Equinox
For the spring
equinox, Prairie Shadow held a Greek ritual honoring and welcoming
Persephone back to the world. It was held in my living room, since
unfortunately the weather was rather dismal; not very spring-like.
Since it was indoors in a relatively small house, we did not process;
but each person entered the ritual space after rinsing and drying
their hands as an act of purification. We offered to Demeter as Earth
Mother and welcomed Hermes as our Gatekeeper for the rite, and gave
gifts of flowers to Persephone. I unfortunately do not recall the
omen that was given for this rite, but I do remember that our
sacrifices were accepted. After the main offering and the receiving
of the blessings, we thanked the Kindred and closed the Gates.
This ritual was
also somewhat nerve-wracking for me. Because Amber was very sick that
day, I had to lead the ritual myself; and unfortunately I don't have
a connection to any Greek deities. There were many members of the Red
Grail there (another group I had joined) and they were thankfully
happy to help out; reading parts and helping build energy despite my
stresses. In the end, it went rather well.
Saturday, February 15, 2014
Imbolc with Prairie Shadow Protogrove ADF
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Logo by Amber Doty |
Though I didn't write the ritual (more cobbled it together from ADF sources), the idea for our main working was my own, and one I hope was as powerful for others as it was for me. Both some Germanic and Celtic tribes had a tradition where all the hearth fires in the village were extinguished, and re-lit from one common fire - this tradition in Kildare is centered around Brigid's eternal flame. Though this is a tradition attested to around Imbolc, Beltane, and even Samhain, the NeoPagan celebration of Brigid and Her flame at this time of year makes it seem an appropriate custom. Though we had to use LED candles as our Fire given open-flame restrictions, the idea and energy were strong - the Fire was built of several large candles and many tiny ones, making it a lovely source of light. After the Blessings, each participant came up to take their own piece of this communal Fire, to carry it back home to their own practice. In this way, our bonds as a community were strengthened by tying us all together not only in ritual, but also outside of it.
As our third official ritual, Imbolc felt much less new-and-exciting, and more a standard, enjoyable ritual with a nice group of friends. We had some new faces, and some previous attendees unfortunately couldn't make it, but the Protogrove is starting to form a core group of sorts, and I love it. Despite the weather and some other cancellations, twelve people attended! After the ritual, we held potluck as usual, and I had a great time chatting with all the awesome people who came out. We talked blogs, Pantheacon, being new to Paganism, and parenting - a great range of topics, and I really enjoyed hearing some new perspectives. I also got to try some homemade hummus, which really made my night. All in all, it was a lovely time, and I'm so grateful to everyone who made it - especially, as usual, the best Grove Organizer ever!
Monday, February 10, 2014
High Holy Day Essay: Imbolc
For Imbolc, I
once again put together a ritual for Prairie Shadow Protogrove. We
had a Celtic ritual honoring Brigid, held in the study space of a
local metaphysical store, since the weather was unfortunately below
zero. We had a processional through two candles, purifying the
participants with fire. We honored Danu as the Earth Mother, gave
offerings to the Fire, Well, and Tree, and welcomed Manannan mac Lir
as the Gatekeeper. We welcomed the Three Kindreds to join us, and
invited Brigid as the Being of the Occasion. The omen was read, and
stated that our offerings were accepted, and the Kindreds gifted us
with strong, creative passion in the coming days. We asked for the
Blessing on the Waters of Life, and gave some to each participant.
Afterwards, each person came up to take a bit of the Fire, so each
person could take home a piece of the community flame. We thanked
the Kindreds and each deity and spirit we had invited, and closed the
Gates.
After the Yule
ritual, I felt much more confident about performing public ritual.
This time, I wrote the script to include another more participation
from another ritual leader, and also included a few parts for any
attendees who volunteered to read. I feel like opening it up to more
participation really helped the ritual to flow better and encourage
the energy contribution of those attending. Also, I made sure to
include many key phrases that I had put in the last ritual -
especially phrases the participants were asked to repeat - and I feel
like the growing familiarity of the Core Order of Ritual among those
attending changed the feel of the ritual greatly, so that it felt
truly profound, as I imagine most liturgists and ritual leaders hope
ritual will feel. We had twelve people attend despite snow and bad
temperatures, and the potluck afterwards was great to get to know
those who were there for the first time, as well as to talk more with
those who I'd seen before.
Sunday, January 19, 2014
Yule with Prairie Shadow Protogrove
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Photo by Amber Doty |
It's taken me a little while to get around to this post, because I'm not exactly sure how to write it. In late December, Prairie Shadow Protogrove ADF met for its first Yule ritual, and second ritual ever. This was also the first ritual I'd ever put together or led, after only about 6 months of participating in my local Pagan community. It was also at my house, which is scary for me because of how intensely private I tend to be (and how terrible at cleaning!).
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Photo by Amber Doty |
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Photo by Amber Doty |
Prairie Shadow Protogrove will be holding its next ritual on February 8th at the Next Millenium in Omaha at 5:00pm - there is a study room to the right of the store entrance. Check out our Facebook page or our website for more details. I hope to see anyone in the region there!
Tuesday, December 31, 2013
High Holy Day Essay: Yule
I attended a few
Yule rituals this year, but I'd like to write again about the ritual
put on by Prairie Shadow Protogrove. This was one I cobbled together
from a few different rituals I found on the website, and was held at
my home. It was a Germanic ritual to honor the return of Sunna at
the solstice. The participants came down the porch stairs into my
backyard, each sprinkled with a bit of water and given a candle for
purification by fire and water as they entered. We welcomed Nerthus
as the Earth Mother, and offered to the Fire, Well, and Tree. We
invited Heimdall as our Gatekeeper, and then the Three Kindreds.
Sunna was called as the Being of the Occasion, and we performed a
gradual extinguishing of all the candles, including those held by the
participants, mimicking the darkness of the long night of the
Solstice - this was based on a Solstice ritual by Ian Corrigan.
After taking a favorable omen heralding change and transformation as
the gifts of the Kindreds, we asked for blessing on the Waters of
Life (a choice of mead or cider). After giving out the Waters,
another poem was read and the candles were gradually re-lit, the
flame passing from person to person, mimicking the return of Sunna on
the Solstice morn. Then Sunna and the Kindreds were thanked, the
Gates were closed and thanks given to Heimdall, and the last of the
offerings given to Nerthus. The ritual was ended.
So, about five
months after attending my first public Pagan ritual, I was thrown
into leading one. I was very nervous, between opening up my home to
many people I'd never met, and having to actually stand in front of
those people and talk to them with a script featuring many words I
certainly hadn't grown up pronouncing. I tend to be hard on myself,
and so I will attempt to limit my complaints. The biggest problem
was the water that was sprinkled at the start of the ritual - it
sloshed out of the bowl and onto my script, which I then had to peel
apart whenever I needed to turn a page. My husband also commented
that my natural demeanor is rather cheery, which may have interfered
with the solemnity of the ritual. Personally, I find it hard to
sense energy when I am concentrating on so many other things like
reading in front of others, who I'm supposed to be offering to, and
so on. It seemed as if the other participants enjoyed the ritual,
for which I was glad. I was personally unsatisfied; but I don't
think I would have been happy if it had gone anything short of
absolutely perfectly, and realistically there were no major disasters
and all seemed to go mostly well.
Saturday, November 9, 2013
High Holy Day Essay: Samhain
I ended up attending
a few more functions put on by Pagans of Nebraska, and it was there
that I met fellow ADF member Amber Doty, at the time the only other
ADF member in Nebraska. We talked about starting up a group, and it
was on the 18th of October that Prairie Shadow Protogrove was born.
Our first ritual was held at Samhain. Amber wrote the ritual with a
Hellenic hearth culture, and the ritual was focused mainly on the
Ancestors. There was a processional between two sticks of incense
into the ritual area, held in Amber's large and open backyard. After
the processional was a brief meditation, followed by prayers of
welcome and offerings to Gaia, the Earth Mother. Offerings were made
to the Fire, Well, and Tree, Hermes was called as the Gatekeeper, and
there was another brief guided meditation for opening the Gates. The
Kindreds were welcomed and offered to. For the main body of the
ritual, the participants were invited to talk about their Ancestors;
Amber told us about a man named Dale, a friend of hers who had passed
on but inspired her to found Prairie Shadow Protogrove. The final
offerings were made, a favorable omen was taken, and cider was used
as the Waters of Life, held up and blessed by all the Kindred. The
Waters were taken around the half-circle that had formed, and poured
for each person. The Kindreds were thanked, the Gates were closed
with another meditation, Gaia was thanked, and the rite was closed.
This was my first
group ADF rite. While it wasn't without its flaws, most of these
were natural to a first-time ritual with any group. The energy was
not as present as I had felt in other rituals, but no one was visibly
distracted or not paying attention. The Fire had some problems
staying lit when several offerings were poured on it in a row, a
lesson we took to heart for the next ritual. Honestly, it was so
refreshing to be doing ADF ritual, pretty obviously written for a
group of people, with an actual group of people! I know there are
many solitaries who happily use the Core Order of Ritual, but I could
never quite make it feel right for myself - but in a group of 10-12,
it seemed that just the right dynamics were present. The energy
created by Amber and I's excitement at the group's first ritual was
strong enough to overcome the hurdles that we discovered along the
way.
Monday, November 4, 2013
Samhain with Prairie Shadow Protogrove, ADF
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Photo by Shanda Hahn Kinkade |
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Photo by Shanda Hahn Kinkade |
After ritual, we had a potluck and lots of community-building. Watching some friends I'd gotten to know recently meet one another was amazing, and getting to know some new faces was perhaps the best part! I'm always up for a good religious conversation - especially when my husband gets tired of listening to me enumerate the differences between the Morrigan and Macha - and there was plenty to be had. I honestly couldn't have been happier with how the day went, and couldn't be more thankful to everyone who helped put it together - setting up, writing liturgy, or simply bringing their presence. It was an amazing day, and a wonderful start to what will hopefully be a long tradition for Prairie Shadow Protogrove.
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